today was valentines day, so just want to wish everybody a happy valentines day..

haha.. personally its just another day for me but what makes me feel happy is i thank God i spent this "special" day with Him today in church.. Glad that God is my valentine for this year again.. haha.

anyway, guess life will somehow be a fixed routine for at least the whole of this year with army and pgsm. just can't wait to ord and really rise up and do more things in church.. i'm happy to serve in army and my guard duties, but guess i'll be much happier serving the highest God, pastors and leaders.

think as we grow older, we face more issues in life and it's never as straightforward to deal with them. but we can keep growing stronger and bigger as they come into our way and have a breakthrough in them. it's part of growing up process and i am happy to grow up. also we face more options in life and sometimes it may seem fresh and curious to us, but we too can choose faith and knowing having no option in life can sometimes be our best option.

it's 3:18am and it's my mother's birthday today, i would better be guai and do something for her.. haha

because your faithfulness never fails, my faithfulness will never leave.

God will make us GOOD in the end.

"The decisions you make now can’t be changed but with years and years of hard work to redo it. In those years you become something different, everybody does as time passes, you get married, you get into debt but you never get to be the same person you are right now. The promise and the potential, is very fickle and it just might not be there anymore.

What I’m saying is you’re an adult now. The tough thing about adulthood is it starts even before you know it starts when you are already a dozen decisions into it. But what you need to know is no lifeguard is watching you anymore, you’re on your own. You’re your own man and the decisions you now make are yours and yours alone from here until the end."



let's be wise people to discern from good and evil..

let's be responsible people for our lives..

let's keep striking the ground 5,6 times even more this year..

let's pass this year with flying colours.

There can be miracles when You believe

Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
And our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understand
Now we are not afraid
Although we know theres much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we know we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who know what miracle
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
And now I am standing here
My hearts so full I cant explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought Id say

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who know what miracle
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

kids are really cute.

i can name one, and its chiang yee.

he is beside me speaking to me in some weird japanese/tongues language(i think), so cute.

he is whacking bryan's handphone onto the chair to seek my attention.

haha. keep on biba biba goga goga. HAHAHAHA.

Often we are like Sarah, we laugh at the vision. At first we are excited, but as time goes by and nothing happens, Gen 18:13….we often get cynical because time has passed and nothing has happened. But you know what, God says to Sarah why do you laugh? For I am not a man who will lie, and I have said that nothing is impossible with Me. Nothing is impossible with God. It may be difficult, it may take a while, but nothing is impossible with God…..all things are possible to those who believe.


an extract from my virtual friend. (:

trust in God.